I grew up in a Christian home and asked
Jesus Christ to be Lord and Savior of my life many years ago. I practically
live at the church since I work there and since my husband and I serve together
in the youth department at our church. I do my best to spend time in
God’s Word and in prayer each day. I strive to teach important Bible
truths to our children and I have a deep desire to know the Lord more.
I do not list these “accomplishments” to
brag, but to show that even if we are doing “the right things”, our hearts can
still be filled with all the wrong things. And, even if our hearts aren’t
FILLED with bad things, are we really in awe of God? Do we treasure the fact
that we get to read His Word each day, or do we feel like we have to do it so
we can check “read my Bible” off of our lists?
Sometimes I feel like I am missing the point
as I try to spend time with God. I know I need to read my Bible because
God reveals Himself through His Word. But, I feel like I’m not coming
into His presence in awe. We flippantly open our Bibles, pray a quick
prayer, and think we have done a good deed. Is this really what God
wants…for us to feel proud and to flippantly approach His Word, like He should
be so honored that we have chosen to spend time with Him today?